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remnants from my non medicated days


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i was crazy! but high functioning crazy

observe these photos

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so yah, i had pics done. i actually hate taking pics which is why im not in them. but this is how crazy i was.. these pics were taken on the SAME day! I actually took my child to the photographer with TWO outfits, hair accessories, etc... had him take photos... THEN CHANGED HER CLOTHES... REDID HER HAIR... then had the photographer take MORE photos.... then i also remember reattaching the TAGS TO THE DRESSES... then taking the dresses back to the store and getting my money back. I had to be manic as fuck. I know it seems subtle.. but none of this makes ANY sense.. i have NO idea why i changed her clothes. I also remember going really fucking nuts over the accessories and getting them to match her clothes.

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Having spent quality time scrubbing the grout in both bathrooms with a toothbrush and demanding that my children get into their pajamas (at like 4 in the afternoon) so that I could wash the clothes that they were wearing, I see nothing wrong here.

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Having spent quality time scrubbing the grout in both bathrooms with a toothbrush and demanding that my children get into their pajamas (at like 4 in the afternoon) so that I could wash the clothes that they were wearing, I see nothing wrong here.

 

LOL! My memory is shit but i come across stuff and im like...uhhh...what in the fuck

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LOL! My memory is shit but i come across stuff and im like...uhhh...what in the fuck

 

I've done alot of stupid shit over drugs but not really bipolar.

 

There was one time for example I walked to the store naked to get a pack of smokes. I had my briefs on I think... and a bottle of Bartons Vodka in one hand- and the police showed up behind me. I was the first person to ever be "pulled over" by the cops and I wasn't in a vehicle.  But its more drugs then bipolar.

 

Other crazy shit I've done was get drugs/money while on some really awesome hypomania- but its still just reflective of the drugs.

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I've done alot of stupid shit over drugs but not really bipolar.

 

There was one time for example I walked to the store naked to get a pack of smokes. I had my briefs on I think... and a bottle of Bartons Vodka in one hand- and the police showed up behind me. I was the first person to ever be "pulled over" by the cops and I wasn't in a vehicle.  But its more drugs then bipolar.

 

Other crazy shit I've done was get drugs/money while on some really awesome hypomania- but its still just reflective of the drugs.

 

Hahha thats is kinda crazy...but yah..naked store run was def drugs

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I've done alot of stupid shit over drugs but not really bipolar.

 

There was one time for example I walked to the store naked to get a pack of smokes. I had my briefs on I think... and a bottle of Bartons Vodka in one hand- and the police showed up behind me. I was the first person to ever be "pulled over" by the cops and I wasn't in a vehicle.  But its more drugs then bipolar.

 

Other crazy shit I've done was get drugs/money while on some really awesome hypomania- but its still just reflective of the drugs.

You've never heard of getting a PI before. ????

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Realizing another thing. I was always super fucking paranoid. I had my own place with no kids for awhile yet never had all my friends over to party..only relatives..didnt fucking trust no one in my fuck pad but hotties.

 

No paranoid means something else. There is some type of clinical definition.. I don't know what it is exactly.. I don't think you are paranoid.

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I was convinced every one was trying to destroy me.

 

Oh :robot; Well maybe there was a little paranoia there. Its ok I mean a little paranoia is normal, Its from our primative cave man days... the dude in the next cave was probably plotting to take your cubs and livestock... so it just transferred to our recent brains when we started walking upright and turned white and all that.

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