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?ok that odd statement give your reasoning

I don't know why I'm really watching it but yeah it's kind of weird show

I know that sucks i have to pay over $2,000 back to to the hospital I went to because it was out of my network but my insurance does take care cover about half of that weird thing is though i met my deductible for the year

why @scoobdog

I know some people have a better perspective on life when they have less when other people have more they have a worst perspective on life that is kind of sad

But yeah I need to drop this It's i guess it's just hard to understand I work hard and I get nowhere and I see people blame others or do social engineering to advance and I try to work hard to do the best I can and I get nowhere

@scoobdog people like me are held higher standards , then normal/ neurotypical people . May I do my I screw up a lot but it seems like people are harder on me then more normal people

ok

@scoobdog i think there's just a miss understanding there what I was trying to get across is we we are marginalized for not being perfect by people that are not perfect themselves you try to hold us to that standard hold yourself to that fucking standard

? Okay ah it's just a weird thing I believe over the years thinking they blamed us. The video thing you're not talking about me because I remember one time I found one videos of mine Pakistani education site. I did not upload too. They stole my videos and reuploaded it

I know i won't ever get I know that getting elevated isn't necessary to go doing a good job is but like I said I felt like I got demoted in my family because of my ex sister-in-law treated me like shit because she was fucking ableist. What's in fact I know mycomment earlier today on a different post would make my myself ableist myself . I have a high standard for neurotypical people If I can't fuck up neither can they

Yes but frankly. It does not help me to convince others that I'm deserving of a promotion It does help me with my own internal problems which is very valid and very useful but trying to get others to see the man I think I am on the inside is impossible.

@scoobdog and lack of self-confidence and lack of authority plus for years I was actually demoted in my family due to my ex sister-in-law's weird stupid fucking prejudices towards the disabled which she got instilled by her mother.

Yes but it's also i'm not fitting the standards for that promotion but people tell me due to my lack of a better word disabilities

Something's been bothering me and it got put to the surface because of all things I'm watching the newest season of Star Trek lower decks and the main cast which are until the season wheere starfleet ensigns No new Starfleet Lieutenant Jr grade. I'm always obsessed of trying to move up and rank in my professional life i was actually promise a promotion almost instantly when I started it clean at the place I cleaned that before working atThe butcher shop I work at. And I know promotions are burned but I was promised that and it turns outI never got itI was trying to work hard and try to advance and just move up one step on the ladder But did not happen. Now I was working through that goal at all the other jobs I worked at and yes I understand with my difficulties it was impossible but I still work towards it And frankly when they say every dog has their day I don't Man I'm not a dog and I don't have my day. Can I pose you all a question why am I so obsessed with trying to move up and rank at nowhere jobs

let the bird remind you of Joe Pesci.or some thing . That's the bird had a type of look that I have when someone acted stupid.

i can say that seems kind of like an intelligent bird just by the reaction

Wait you can doAerobatic/ dog fighting maneuvers on autopilot now ?

i'm fully aware but I did is wrong @Raptorpat I did not have a good day and and I'm just being an asshole. That does does not give my reason to be an asshole or be ableist with something I complain about which I was. @discolé monade thank you for calling me out

I remember saying something about the about the light bright aqua teen hunger force movie incident. Then they blame that incident originally on members of the message board.

Jesus Christ who in the hell loses a half a billion dollar aircraft. For fuck's sake waste my fucking tax dollars why you don't you

Next to it's very dark dark themes of human trafficking and smuggling and other forms of smuggling it's mediocre at best sorry reminds me of Archer it's you know it's just gets kind of next to the darkness and illegalness they do it stuff like any other weird workplace sitcom They're just murderers and smugglers

you mean base ball

ok @Gemini it seems like it's been going downhill

I'm quickly realizing Netflix is going dark i've been watching Captain fall and God damn that's a dark show even for Netflix