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But yeah I need to drop this It's i guess it's just hard to understand I work hard and I get nowhere and I see people blame others or do social engineering to advance and I try to work hard to do the best I can and I get nowhere

@scoobdog people like me are held higher standards , then normal/ neurotypical people . May I do my I screw up a lot but it seems like people are harder on me then more normal people

ok

@scoobdog i think there's just a miss understanding there what I was trying to get across is we we are marginalized for not being perfect by people that are not perfect themselves you try to hold us to that standard hold yourself to that fucking standard

? Okay ah it's just a weird thing I believe over the years thinking they blamed us. The video thing you're not talking about me because I remember one time I found one videos of mine Pakistani education site. I did not upload too. They stole my videos and reuploaded it

I know i won't ever get I know that getting elevated isn't necessary to go doing a good job is but like I said I felt like I got demoted in my family because of my ex sister-in-law treated me like shit because she was fucking ableist. What's in fact I know mycomment earlier today on a different post would make my myself ableist myself . I have a high standard for neurotypical people If I can't fuck up neither can they

Yes but frankly. It does not help me to convince others that I'm deserving of a promotion It does help me with my own internal problems which is very valid and very useful but trying to get others to see the man I think I am on the inside is impossible.

@scoobdog and lack of self-confidence and lack of authority plus for years I was actually demoted in my family due to my ex sister-in-law's weird stupid fucking prejudices towards the disabled which she got instilled by her mother.

Yes but it's also i'm not fitting the standards for that promotion but people tell me due to my lack of a better word disabilities

Something's been bothering me and it got put to the surface because of all things I'm watching the newest season of Star Trek lower decks and the main cast which are until the season wheere starfleet ensigns No new Starfleet Lieutenant Jr grade. I'm always obsessed of trying to move up and rank in my professional life i was actually promise a promotion almost instantly when I started it clean at the place I cleaned that before working atThe butcher shop I work at. And I know promotions are burned but I was promised that and it turns outI never got itI was trying to work hard and try to advance and just move up one step on the ladder But did not happen. Now I was working through that goal at all the other jobs I worked at and yes I understand with my difficulties it was impossible but I still work towards it And frankly when they say every dog has their day I don't Man I'm not a dog and I don't have my day. Can I pose you all a question why am I so obsessed with trying to move up and rank at nowhere jobs

let the bird remind you of Joe Pesci.or some thing . That's the bird had a type of look that I have when someone acted stupid.

i can say that seems kind of like an intelligent bird just by the reaction

Wait you can doAerobatic/ dog fighting maneuvers on autopilot now ?

i'm fully aware but I did is wrong @Raptorpat I did not have a good day and and I'm just being an asshole. That does does not give my reason to be an asshole or be ableist with something I complain about which I was. @discolé monade thank you for calling me out

I remember saying something about the about the light bright aqua teen hunger force movie incident. Then they blame that incident originally on members of the message board.

Jesus Christ who in the hell loses a half a billion dollar aircraft. For fuck's sake waste my fucking tax dollars why you don't you

Next to it's very dark dark themes of human trafficking and smuggling and other forms of smuggling it's mediocre at best sorry reminds me of Archer it's you know it's just gets kind of next to the darkness and illegalness they do it stuff like any other weird workplace sitcom They're just murderers and smugglers

you mean base ball

ok @Gemini it seems like it's been going downhill

I'm quickly realizing Netflix is going dark i've been watching Captain fall and God damn that's a dark show even for Netflix

That's why I don't play in many of those anymore

that's kind of weird because those things cause people to have a deeper internal life and not necessarily need a lot of freemium entertainment. Maybe get them into a activity that causes him to have more of an internal life .

@Still Me but i would be talking to the school if i was you . About some of this stuff . Also especially at the IEP metings . because if they doesn't seem to have intellectual grasp of there behavior or is is in fact based on a psychological need of compensation of some kind of problem real or perceived There will be issues. Speaking of someone that had IEP and was in special education or got help because of IEPs kids are cruel. I often speak of the time when I was in school that the kids were handing out of petition trying to stop me from getting my tests read or actually trying to stop the kids that have test read to them as part of their IEP. But to me this sounds like it's an issue that is also a maybe stems from a psychological side of things. Like I said people often compensate by buying or eating things. Special ed kids are no different.

that is interesting because this reminds me of a friend I had in school. His 16th birthday just was that very day and a bunch of kids gave him a set of keys and he got all excited and all but In fact the keys But belong to a teacher at school. I don't know how the other kids didn't get in trouble for stealing the keys I don't know but But that did happen

$20 for 4 jolly rancher. have him do grocery shopping and point out the prices. so may I ask is this child mainstreamed in classes or in a special ed classroom or mixture of both. I'm asking this because I was in special ed two and some people have scammed special ed students out of a lot of money @Still Me and other gullible things they did.