To go get dicked up. He said hes going to demolish me. It'll be nice but soon just another memory. I need something more substantial in my life than good dick. I think I get along w/this guy well enough but I don't see it going anywhere. Nothing is really exciting anymore anyway, so idk what to do w/myself. I'm doing a lot better than I usually do on my own. Accumulating $$$ very well. It feels so mediocre bc I'm not doing it to accomplish anything I just can't think of anything else to do lately. Just boredom. Idk where to go or what to do. I don't really want to do anything. Maybe iowa will change things.