i've tried
playing an instrument
working out (which i still do, but only really during the week)
hiking
climbing
trail walking
running
driving places
shopping
doing activities for habitat
playing board games
doing activites for another non-profit
donating money
donating blood
playing competitive video games
playing non-competivite video games
taking care of an animal
taking care of a fish
learning how to fix stuff
learning how to break stuff
putting together furniture
drinking
going to random concerts
writing
reading
listening to music
finding random things on youtube
playing paintball
rollerblading
skateboarding
doing karate
trying to learn how to fix up the house.
getting better at what it is i do for work
seeing a shrink which i hate doing because they have never helped
i've given up on all of these things because none of them ever really interested me
problem is that i'm both incredibly lazy and have a short attention span. most hobbies require at least a small amount of giving a shit and i don't really have any fucks left to give. i do play board games though so that's something i guess but even that's getting old
i mean after she would be here. i'd have to disinfect everything, clean the sheets, all that jazz. too much work, would still have to pay, not interested