PurgatoryGirl

Since last Wednesday, I have been taking antibiotics. In fact, I just finished taking 1 of my 2 antibiotics, last night. All I have left to take are these other pills, that somewhat resemble Vitamin E capsules and another inhaler for bronchitis. Since late December of last year, I have been sick with something on/off. Hopefully a Halloween blessing, that another friend sent me last week will bring better luck. Generally speaking, these last 2 years have been brutal both on and offline. There are a lot of things that I really want and need to be accomplished.

The only positive about fall and winter is that all the bugs are either dead, or gone. Every time I do yard work, during the spring and summer, I stand as FAR away from bees and wasps as possible.

For a second, I thought this was about the show, Evil.

Hmm. Did you type in "fear of watching loved ones die in front of you"? Maybe you can Google it.

Sorry about not responding sooner. It's been barftastic. I was sicker than fuck yesterday with a skull crushing sinus headache. It rained all throughout Thursday night into earlier this morning. All the dampness in the air doesn't mix well with my sinus headaches. The sinus headache was so painful, that I couldn't rush to the bathroom next door to my bedroom fast enough without barfing all over the toilet lid and seat. Luckily, I was able to rewind my TV after barfing and cleaning up the mess. Before rushing next door last night, DIO's "Rainbow In The Dark" was closing out MTV Classic's Metal Mayhem block (Gotta love Ronnie James Dio). Ugh! Anyway, I'm feeling much better compared to yesterday and earlier this morning. As for glass windows, the last bridge I had to cross in a building DID have glass windows, which was why my guy friend was luckily with me that day. Like I said before, the glass windows and the height of that bridge put my equilibrium out of whack, which made me lose balance. I can't completely remember if I collapsed that day or not.

Evil premiered on CBS, 3 Thursday nights ago. Normally, I don't invest much time in most of CBS's programming. Ranging from daytime to primetime, the network's shows are usually unrealistic, contrived, and badly written including the talk shows. I mostly watch CBS for local news. So far, I have taken a liking to Evil. In the first 2 episodes, the viewers are introduced to the incubus, George and he is FREAKY in more than 1 way. George purposely taunts Dr. Kristen Bouchard and David Acosta about their sexual tension. Believe or not, George managed to scare me. Considering that most Horror/Supernatural movies and shows don't scare me, that says something. Then again, you could argue that I am biased as a Horror fan and writer, or that I am too desensitized to the genre to be scared most of the time. As of right now, I am currently liking this CBS show.

Because it has been at least 2-3 months, since I last took the anxiety test, I can't remember my score. However, I do remember it suggesting that I go see a shrink or somebody about it. LOL! Gotta love having a generalize anxiety disorder.

You should. There are so many different types of phobias that exist. Every time I got bronchitis, I always had to go in for a walk-in appointment. Normally, I have terrible allergies and sinuses. Sometimes I catch regular colds, so I normally don't bronchitis. I already know the type of painful symptoms I get, whenever I have bronchitis. It's not the same as a cold or flu. When I have uncontrollable coughing fits, chest, rib, lung, and diaphragm pains, that's when I know I have bronchitis. Speaking of diaphragm pains, it hurts to the point that it feels like someone's trying to crush it right now because of all the coughing. Regarding my phobias, some of them go hand in hand with each other. Like being buried alive is on the same level of claustrophobia. It's like that feeling of being smothered, which triggers a panic attack. Going across bridges is also in affiliation with having a fear of heights. Years ago, I remember being in a tall glass building that had somewhat of a bridge. OMG! My vision automatically became blurry and my equilibrium went seriously out of whack to the extent, that I lost my balance. I think 1 of my guy friends was with me that day and he had to watch me keep my balance before I could collapse.

My birthday is actually in mid-June but thanks for the belated birthday wishes! Chances are great I will probably still be overcoming bronchitis again, during Halloween. All this coughing is hurting my chest and lungs, as I post this. Regarding the phobias, I am without a doubt claustrophobic, aerophobic, acrophobic, arachnophobic, taphophobic, gephyrophobic. That's only listing 6. LOL! Good grief!

Surprisingly, there is a phobia for just about any and everything that exists. I'm surprised there aren't more Horror films focusing on phobias. Believe it or not, Santaphobia even exists.🤣

Thanks! Since the end of last year, I've been sick and it carried over into this year. This year, I've been sick at least thrice ranging from bronchitis to salt depletion due to heat exhaustion, this summer. Every time I get bronchitis, it feels like someone's kicking me in the ribs and my lungs start hurting from all the coughing and wheezing. It's a good thing I don't smoke. Otherwise, I would be up Shit Creek without a paddle.

Glad to see that you enjoyed your birthday.

Long time no post. I'm just popping in. Anyway, I discovered 2 months or so ago, that there is actually a website specifically dedicated to phobias. It's called FearOf.Net. When visiting its main page, there is an Anxiety Test as well as lists of the Top 10 and Top 100 Phobias. There are 4 of my main phobias that made the Top 10. My biggest phobia made number 1. Surprise, surprise. I think not. If I don't come back anytime soon, Happy Halloween and Happy Birthday in advance! For the 5th time in 18 years and for the 2nd time this year, I've got bronchitis, AGAIN.

Happy 40th Birthday! Like I always say, eat, drink, and be scary!🎉🎂🍷💀😱

Perversion was such a highly underrated album by Gravity Kills. I used to play this song on my show and usually had to censor it on air.

I can't remember if I posted this or not.

Before Beyonce monopolized R&B Music. God, do I miss those days.

Here's 1 more Lords Of Acid song, before I finally go to bed. The remixes for "I Sit On Acid" are much better than the original version of the song. Better beats.

Was this previously posted in here? I can't remember. Regardless, this was years before that Sucker Punch movie used the Stript version of this song. It also has a music video for it.

This shows the censored album cover of Lords Of Acid's Voodoo-U.

This is actually a cover of Public Enemy's song, "Black Steel." This is more of a Rock cover of their song and Martina Topley-Bird actually sings the lyrics instead of rapping.

Loved this song, since '96 and before it was featured on The Crow: City Of Angels Soundtrack the same year. *Eargasm*

Speaking of Lenny Kravitz, this song and the music video were highly underrated and barely got any airplay on MTV, 20 years ago.