jackiemarie90

I just want to sit on academia's face for now.

sex friends? Have you had sex with all of them?

Yasss we stan consent here. lol

Focusing on doing more school work instead of getting distracted.

I suppose so. I'm feel weird but I guess I should hang out with people more. Might force me to feel better about it. lol

We saw an arcade bar too but it was hella packed so we just kept on walking. lol Sometimes girls are just uncomfortable holding arms. They rather get to know a person first, see if their personalities even clicked, and if that person would care about them if their motivation wasn't sexual in nature.

I guess so, I just feel so awkward after the whole thing. Don't know if I'll be more social like that soon, we will see. XD

Hope it's a good one!

I trying to smoke right now so I can go back to bed lol

Maybe we should drink too

But smarter is harder a lot of the times.

It started off that I was hanging out with a friend in class, and I mentioned going to the gym afterwards and she said she had to go and wanted to go with me. It was cool, then afterwards we ran into a cool classmate I had a class with over the summer and now. He offered us a ride to the bart but then mentioned a festival in downtown and we both said we wanted to go. But I looked ugly, My makeup was off, I was all sweaty from the gym and I was wearing sweats. 😅We got high and drunk and were walking basically for 3-4 hours in downtown Oakland. Until we ended the night at Chicken and Waffles. It was interesting, I went off and had a great time when I found like 2 people watched Yu-gi-oh and one of them was a hardcore fan of Seven Deadly Sins. 😁 He even knew more knowledge that me about Meliodas and Lostvanye. But it also got weird, another guy in the group who doesn't like anime was kinda hitting on me hard. >_> He kept saying he wanted to touch my alpaca sweater, when we went to the restaurant he really wanted to sit next to me, like telling other people to move. It was weird and he wanted to hold my arm and I kinda said no a little quietly but I felt bad cause he would look upset but I just didn't really want to be touched. Anyways I ordered fries and he ate some of my food and didn't get food of his own. 😐 And then I ubered home. lol

Why do I gotta work hard?

In a CS class still behind in my homework, but I made the class pass/no pass so if I get a C I'll be good.

I'll celebrate by forcing myself to do more work. lol Cause I know I can do better.

I hear that's literally all people do, although you might have to buy dinner first, or make your intentions known it's just a hit and quit it lol

Well I wasn't worried till you said that...

I got a 66. 🤣 It roughly translated to a C- with the curve. lol I'm just glad it's over for now. I gotta study harderer lulz

Well I'm a mess as a student, the other students laugh at my misadventures, but I'm still doing ok. I think failure is a normal part of life, we are meant to learn from our mistakes, the true qualities that will really push a person is just refusing to give up. Almost being stubborn about it. lol But I dun wanna network.

Well then you know your boundaries, it's normal to have them lol I'm in this prep class that focuses in on networking. I'm really bad at it, lol and he is one of my mentors, I have like 4. lol But he is great to talk to before any meeting with anyone on campus cause he has that business professional mindset. lol Yaaay +1 enchantments

I see that. I guess it just depends, on the right timing and luck. But you know, one can't really run into opportunities staying home all time. Everyone here talks in motivational phrases, but I do believe it is true that "You miss 100 percent of the shots that you don't take" and "Well think about, if you say something and nothing happens, then you are just in the same position as you were before, but at least you tried". Is it obvious that I was just hanging out with a business major? He was giving me advice on how to talk to these big time professors. lol

lol me neither but considering that everyone at school does it might be fun to mess with.

Same here lol

I don't either, I just assumed the good one cause I hear the phrase a lot.

Ok, so like I thought it worked, but I had to change the set up a bit. When I went into safe mode, even with networking, it wouldn't let me connect to the internet wirelessly. So I thought I could download the bleach kill program before and enter safe mode and it did work last night. But again, in front of my my mentor the pop ups happened. lmao They aren't as frequent at least.