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nameraka

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I took a 7pm nap, which has become my routine....It is dangerously close to my 3:20am snack, followed by my 4:20am morning bake and 4:40am reflecting on shit that hasn't mattered for decades, but still somehow manages to keep me up at night.

Like I wish I could apologize to that old lady that waved at my 4th grade class as we walked to the post office for a tour....She had a huge bottom lip and all the kids laughed, including me until I saw her face go sad and I'll never be able to say I'm sorry.

And that scary rabbit I shot in the middle of the night because I thought he was a bobcat.....Never got that damned bobcat and that bunny didn't have to die.

And the $100 I found outside of my exes apartment complex.....If I picked up someone's drug money, cool.....But what if it was for a baby.

Dammit, I doing this now...Fucking up my whole schedule....Let me get back in gear for snack time.

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12 minutes ago, cyberbully said:

I took a 7pm nap, which has become my routine....It is dangerously close to my 3:20am snack, followed by my 4:20am morning bake and 4:40am reflecting on shit that hasn't mattered for decades, but still somehow manages to keep me up at night.

Like I wish I could apologize to that old lady that waved at my 4th grade class as we walked to the post office for a tour....She had a huge bottom lip and all the kids laughed, including me until I saw her face go sad and I'll never be able to say I'm sorry.

And that scary rabbit I shot in the middle of the night because I thought he was a bobcat.....Never got that damned bobcat and that bunny didn't have to die.

And the $100 I found outside of my exes apartment complex.....If I picked up someone's drug money, cool.....But what if it was for a baby.

Dammit, I doing this now...Fucking up my whole schedule....Let me get back in gear for snack time.

that must have been a huge fucking bunny.

probably had huge pointy teeth...

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6 minutes ago, nameraka said:

that must have been a huge fucking bunny.

probably had huge pointy teeth...

I used to do cocaine and sit outside all night drinking beer an chain smoking Newports.....I'm lucky it wasn't a drifter.

But no, there was a bobcat that would show up every once in a while...It never fucked with me, but I had a dog tied up outside and I didn't want him to get into a fight with it.....I just happened to see some glowing eyes and the 22 was handy and the rest wrote itself.

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46 minutes ago, nameraka said:

 

You've possibly ingested too much caffeine during the day

You're thinking about things that happened in 3rd grade wondering how you should have acted

You're possibly debating an imaginary convo you had with the shitty driver in front of you during traffic

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