Jump to content
UnevenEdge

Interesting take, thanks for the post.


quebecelegy

Recommended Posts

I've been digging into the idea of transmutation of sexual energy myself for a couple of years now. It started when I decided to take the nofap challenge, just to see what all the fuss was about. I definitely felt some magic after about 3 weeks, holy cow. It's like Reality just changed. Too many details to explain here, but internally & externally, the Universe took notice of what I was doing, and it really did feel magical. It changed things for me, as I had been a once-a-day fapper (at least) pretty much for years before that. Such a fucking waste, now that I know what I know...

Anyways, from there I started learning about old Gnostic sex-energy practices, white-tantra, kundalini, etc. I'm still in the process of creating a personal technique that best suits me. I'm not using traditional magic/occult practices, I'm coming at this purely as an unaffiliated Hermeticist. But I have discovered some interesting things that happen to my mind & consciousness when I do this basic technique:

First, I 'stoke the flame' (conjure sexually arousing thoughts that stir the warm, sparkly energy in my lower regions), then mentally pull that energy up my spine into my brain (slowly, in a spiraling twisting manner), at the same time I change my mental stream from sex, to a preset thought-stream revolving around some form of creativity (my thinking is that sex energy at it's heart is the very essence of Creativity & so I use that energy for other forms of creativity, to unlock creative-genius level thinking, artistic inspiration, novel-idea generation, creative solutions, etc). I find it is surprisingly powerful in adding very creative insights to whatever issue I mentally bring forth. It takes some real mental discipline though to take full advantage, & I'm not 100% there yet.

At any rate, I'm at the very beginning of this. I'm all for learning about ancient alchemical, Gnostic, Taoist, etc teachings on this subject, but my instincts tell me at the end of the day, to make my own technique. I definitely feel that sexual energy is not fully understood by most people & that it's far more powerful & useful than most people believe or realize. And yes, I have come to the belief that masturbating solely for the dopamine rush is a terrible loss of vital, powerful energy. I'm not perfect on that front, but I can go a month or two without release most of the time. And when I do succumb, I make sure to have ready-made power thoughts to charge up so as to take advantage of the jet-engine blast of energy that is one of my orgasms lol.

Anyway, sorry if I'm rambling, it's late & I'm tired.. hope some of that made sense.

Link to comment
Share on other sites

×
×
  • Create New...