Thanks. Maybe after im eligible for fmla in case i go batshit again.
Oh and i could read everyone 's thoughts, thought i could start my car without the keys and put a butcher knife thru my arm because i was finally finally not scared to slice myself after wanting to die for so long. i calmed down and i went to work with a hole in my forearm blood dripping down and started taking phone calls. My manager came to my desk and said my dad was there for me and my dad took me straight to the psych ward lol
Was there for weeks...they put me on medical leave. I dont want to go thru anything cuz im just starting out at this new place im at.
Thanks for the advice. I cant believe ill ever bee at 100%...never been 100%. Life is like trying to function with a knife permanently stuck in my stomach and im trying to ignore it...but u can still feel it...i know u already know what i mean.