Poof

I'm having grilled chicken salad

maybe later

That's great! Fish, salad, water. I've kept myself between 145-165 for the past 10 years. I'm filled w/a deep dark fear if I weigh myself and see 166 and don't eat until it goes down bc I'm afraid they'll say I'm fat and washed up.

Yea it's been said behind my back that I'm a spoiled brat. I'm used to the disrespect toward sex workers tho. Nobody thinks we work or deserve to be paid. I may get a pizza in about an hour...

If i dont wait I'll get hungry again after the pizza before bed and eat more stuff and = fat. Everybody else gets to do that. If I dont keep things tight I wont make the good $$$ anymore. This is why it's not fair when everybody here calls me spoiled. They get to eat all the pizza they want w/no repercussions. They all think it comes so easy for me but it doesn't !

My ligaments seem to have healed so I resume my workouts tomorrow

I didn't give him the title ! Take it up w/MashySob

Mmmmm thats a good idea but i just had a quesadilla so gotta wait or be fat

If you watch closely an uemb post is in that video. Also if u google zenigundam most of the hits are uemb. I always wanted him gone so he wouldnt be associated w/this place. I'm glad hes gone but too little too late. Lots of ppls' first and only impression of uemb is that it's where the biggest creep on youtube came from

Give cau the keys to the server @K_N

I love this girl

Then I had another dream. W/sharks

I'm still trying to hold out until the rona is over so I still have money by the time it's over

I'll consider it

Not so much. Part of me believes it's all dreams. Or maybe the first salvia trip hasnt ended yet 🤯

Oooo i had the creepiest nightmare once that ended w/a voice saying "alone in a drawer..."

Myspace

And it leaves me wanting How am I supposed to survive this?

Damn we were just talking about him on here

I wish humans could take more physical punishment. I'm so fucking bored and I can only work out so much each day to kill time. I didn't realize how hard I was pushing myself and now a couple ligaments are close to being strained so I have been off yesterday and today. Maybe it's just my age or how weak I've become from sitting around during the beginning of the pandemic. I just hate taking it slow and easy after not working out for awhile. I wish I could go as long as I wanted. I guess it's back to reading. I'm so lonely. I wanna go see friends. I really hate this

I'm watching Star Trek Voyager