Sandstone

You have to be a certain type of man and have a certain type of grit to teeth on whiskey first... I'm really not surprised you hated it. I actually did start with Whiskey first, and I loved it... the taste the burn the incredible relaxing sensation I got out of it, considering I started drinking around the time my mental illnesses were becoming unbearable and right up until the point where I came out to my parents. I think I was self-medicating the sadness away. But, that is beside the point of me really loving Whiskey... like a good Tennessean, that Appalachian blood line shining through lmfao. My other loves are Bourbon, Rum, Gin, and Vodka (100 proof is better than 80 proof cause I'm a man like that)... I like both beer (generally prefer ales over lagers but both are good) and wines, though I almost cannot usually bring myself to drink a cheap wine it's kind of heresy imo. There is no comparison between a 10 dollar bottle of wine and a 60 dollar bottle of Pinot Noire, I am far to poor to indulge in such things though unfortunately.

It's never to late to try! I would highly recommend it myself.

She probably felt young by proxy just being with you then.

It's my passion, but as I stated before, my brain does not operate the way most people's brains operate and the longer I focus on something the more intense and obsessive I get with it. This can be really great for quality and/or rate of progress depending on the circumstances or allow me to hone in on problems others would take longer to solve, but it is also not great for my mental clarity, mood, or anxiety to go to far.... OCD can really focus you one a particular thing obsessively and Bipolar can sometimes make you a bit more creative and think in unusual ways, but those aren't necessarily always good things.

Did she fuck your brains out as a result? If so I'd say it at least ended well.

Bad experience? Or really bad experience? Or didn't like the way it felt? Or just hate the taste of alcohol? Or a combination of all of the above?

Still Me[/member] You might just have a quantum probability field encircling your head from the sounds of it. I personally broke a few bones as a kid... come to think of it they were all three in very strange places. I broke my nose first... but it wasn't like a normal nose break it was just the tip which ultimately resulted in a deviated septum which I still have, unfortunately, though you could not really tell by looking at my nose or face thank god. The second I actually broke my collarbone... playing with a Stretch Armstrong toy... god 90's had the best toys. Needless to say, I won the tug of war contest against the other two kids but lost the war... The third is a relatively uncomfortable story of which I will not go into great detail and technically I was a youth and not a child I suppose. Someone broke my ring metacarpal hand bone by force, though I am not going to elaborate further than that....

How old are we talking here? Was this like MILF or GILF level of old?

SwimModSponges[/member] In what way are you a freight train? Is this like an indicator of your size, determination of will, or do you just personally identify as a mother fucking freight train? I'm not judging any of these possibilities but inquiring minds must know.

LMFAO WTF! GROSS!

Naraku4656[/member] Is this somehow connected to you only having one noodle?

Ok seriously, I am going to eat something before I pass out... time has escaped me and I just realized I have not eaten today. Be back later perhaps. ;P

Kweerie[/member] Did they have any taste? Was that weird smooshing them with your teeth while they were still twitching?

No but for real this is their last hope this time, honest.

OOOOH Tanya! Yes I knew I was forgetting something else from my favorites list. It would be perfect for them, plus I don't think anyone else has announced for those yet. It seems more and more like incompetent management to me though, as sad as that is. I'm not really sure how hard it is to hire one or two people who know anime to do Quality Control... or even hold a fucking poll ffs. We came up with multiple things better than like 60% of what they are currently airing in less than a few hours. I don't see why it is so hard, unless its just a matter of taste and willingness...

Tentacle monster. ;D (but you're our tentacle monster <3)

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She's not bad at art lol. I'd say it's adorable but I doubt she was going for adorable.

I mean she didn't know, I don't hold it against her cause she probably thought I did like her. I am a VERY good actor as a result of necessity... and good at lying too, unfortunately, though I try not to these days. I can sell most things if I really have to. There was no one that had any significant suspicions of me until I actually started telling people. The fact that I kept it so well hidden probably made me more tense and neurotic as I knew a lot of people were going to be shocked.... There are plenty of guys ore girls I have talked to or am friends with either online (couple in person) who are lgbt and everyone suspected to cause it was obvious. I was not like that.... In fact I was told several times that I was either lieing, confused, or just couldn't be gay because I did not match other people's preconceived notions of what gay dudes looked, sounded, or acted like... there are plenty of gays like me though, we don't get noticed that much and I blame social stigma for that... I'd like it to societal pressure on young boys/men to be a cookie cutter conception of American Masculinity (which is not necessarily actual masculinity as it turns out), and the expectations put on girls to be well-kempt, beautify themselves at all times, be thin at all costs, or have the best most fashionable clothes or accessories. It is the same exact type of thing, but we don't talk about it as much in this country I think. And now I've seriously trailed off on too many tangents. I need to eat some dinner lmao.

Ok, I have to ask before I compete, what qualifies here. Things which are just really hard to get/rare/restricted? Or are we talking things which are literally impossible for basically anyone to have possession of?

And my thread got slightly derailed Now more juicy secrets... bring them forth.

This is exactly right.

The only way you can choose is if you are some type of bisexual... and while I personally love perverted fantasy porn where straight dudes are converted it's not reality. lmao If someone is accepting of those things or willing or likes those things in anyways then they are some form of bisexual. That isn't a choice either, it's just a bigger menu to order from. lmfao I don't make a point out of arguing the nature/nurture/choice arguments over it anymore, I know what the truth is personally and it is mostly irrelevant to the legitimacy of gay rights at this point. It is more important to pick battles in areas that are not won yet.

It's ok man, there are plenty of people I talk to that do not have a good understanding of what Gay people actually are outside of telivision shows, what they see on the news, or people they may have heard rumors of. And then there are a whole host of others that do not understand how it is still considered bad outside their area of the country cause they have never been to these places in the Midwest, or South where it is by and large still condemned. It is not a fault of yours, but now you know at least.

I sometimes act more Christian than actual Christians I'm afraid. At least as far as the stuff Jesus preached. I like to give everyone the benefit of the doubt and judge as little as possible until I have a sufficient reason to do so. Also I'm not that familiar with him, so maybe you know something I don't lmao. I run into this question a lot from people that live in more liberal areas of the country though or who just don't know anyone who is actually gay personally or what our lives are like growing up or as young adults. It is better, in my opinion, to try to talk to someone and try to help them understand why I feel the way I do before I write them off as beyond my reach. =/ There are many people who think being gay now or even in the recent past is not a bad thing anymore in terms of society and they don't understand the pressure that gay youths are actually under. Outside of these more liberal (mostly big urban areas) of our country, there are still many places where you do not talk about being gay unless you are ok with the potential of being shunned, or abused by family or friends. It is a real possibility and it was a super big possibility back then, gay rights was not even in the common American lexicon back in 2003 let alone in Bible Belt. In short I just like to give people the opportunity and knowledge to understand the differences.