Naraku4656

pikachu wait...shit

quack

of course i do. it's why doctors recommend you get a booster shot of most things you had when you were a child, as your get older your immune system "forgets". there's a good chart on the CDC website which indicates how often you should get what and when https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/schedules/hcp/imz/adult.html

speaking of which i forgot i need to make an appointment to re-up my tetanus shot

my life's been interesting to say the least

they didn't announce it per se. one of my family members said to me "make sure to tell (other family member) if (my sibling) kills themselves it's (the other family member's) fault" I of course never said that to them, and I never will say that but it got me very worried. my sibling has bad depression, worse than the crap i put on here.

i'm seen as the mature one and the responsible one, even though i'm the younger sibling. i've always been there for any family problems, usually i'm able to calm people down at least a little bit. but today i didn't. maybe because this is the first real fight in many years, or maybe because some of us are further away than others. i don't live near my sibling, though i really want to be there for them right now. they're with some friends now, i guess to calm them down.

i guess i feel a combination of fear, sadness, and powerlessness. not that i ever really thought i could have power over any of them, but all i've ever wanted was peace. i thought i had it for a while, but today brought back a lot of really really bad memories from what i hoped had stopped many years ago. the only reason i'm talking about it here is because i don't feel like i have anyone there i can talk to. everyone has their own side, everyone thinks that they're right. i just hope that they're ok, more than i am, and that they're stronger than i am through this.

i do what i think is right. i got thrown in the middle of something bigger than i thought would happen. basically i had a family member completely disown another, right before they go for an elective surgery. i really don't want to give more details than that, or rather i'm not comfortable doing it. i called my sibling and let them know that i still care and want to be in their life. i just...hope that's enough. i'm not sure what else i can, or should, do

I was able to de-escalate but holy fuck was that intense. I basically had to play good guy to two sides of the family. Now one side is cutting off the other. I think -HOPE- they're ok but I won't really know for a few more days I guess. No one is picking up the phone

I do live alone

i'm aware but i have all sorts of family calling me right now and i'm sitting in my room because i don't know what the fuck else to do

BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR DO AND I TRUST THIS PLACE AND YOU PEOPLE MORE THAN RANDOM PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW

big family fight. my sibling might kill themselves. holy shit i don't know what to do someone help

funny enough i almost worked at Sears at one point. they never did call me back after saying they would lol

YOU'RE ALL OLD

it's not laziness, it's the problem of going so far up the food chain that it becomes not worth it. basically i'd need my manager's manager's manager's level of HR approval. ain't happening

see i had a problem when i fapped everyday, after a while

didn't have a better option at the time. still don't

mine does. they take from days in the next year if you don't use yours in the current one.

speaking of which i have 10 days coming up that i have to take and i'm really not looking forward to it.

in the time i'm forced to take PTO i've been to the smokey mountains. there's a bunch of parks around there and here as well.

i appreciate what i've been able to accomplish. doing more work will allow me to accomplish more

you'll have to wait, i'm booked for social activities until February. nothing else i can do with my time, might as well do that

as someone who was one year out of college and had no real experience when i signed up for it? no i don't regret it whatsoever. i want to work and be useful.