I cried at my father's funeral and when my daughter was born.........Other than that, I don't recall ever crying. When I saw the pic of my homeboy on the stretcher my eyes moistened and I had that weird pain in my chest and throat but I couldn't actually cry........I just felt like if I could get it out of me I would feel better.
As far as the shit with my girl, this is more of the same thing we do every few weeks.......I definitely know this isn't really the end, but I was pissed that she picked yesterday to pile that shit on with everything else. I digress.......I've been numb for a long time......Not saying I want to be "the sensitive man" who cries because his steak isn't medium rare.......I just really wanted to unleash that sea of emotions but couldn't.