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45 minutes ago, Hajime said:

When will you sleep with mh again?

Its complicated. 

We aren't two individuals living off the same street by ourselves anymore.

He's in the same state but 100 miles away. I have to take time off from work, get set up in a hotel, leave my daughter (who gets upset if i go to the store without her so imagine going out of town) and drive there during the week.

Then he is very active in the military with a lot of responsibilities. He travels a lot and is deployed 6 months at a time every year.

He's also married and i do...against popular belief...have morals against banging married dudes. Ive actually stopped seeing a guy before because i deduced he was married. Yeah i had sex with mh but then cried after he left. Its not all fun and games.

Im heavily medicated these days. Yea i get a little manic here and there but im mostly stable. The desire for him is no where near what it used to be when i was truly insane and hypersexual -especially with the whole marriage thing killing the experience. Last week was the 1st and only time ive seen him as a married dude.

So i dunno. Maybe never. Maybe 1 more time before they move him away again which he says will be in two years.

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