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Dear Chuck...


Neko

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Hi there,

I know it's been a long time since we last talked.  Since then, I've died inside and has been eaten up by guilt and unwanted meaness.  I tried to play nice initially but to something that wanted me to died.  I felt all types of pain and misery and wonder when will it be my time to stop being this unessary mean and just smarten up and let this shit go.  Tired of the daily torture and I would even like to shit in peace sometimes.  I don't derive pleasure from the insane mean shit, you made sure of that and I don't have pleasure centers working in my body right now atm...Tired of doctors, tired of medication...tired of lying to myself. 

Can I stop fucking myself?

Love, if you can call what I do love...

Ki

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