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Posted
Just now, fuggnificent said:

dont u dare flush your pills! i miss it, too...but you gotta find those natural highs, dood.

We should just go on med vacation. I forgot what you take now? I'm on 900mg of lithium right now. 

Posted
3 minutes ago, Phillies said:

We should just go on med vacation. I forgot what you take now? I'm on 900mg of lithium right now. 

120 geodon

10 mg trazodone

it became too painful to take break. the breaks stopped causing mania. just intense irritability and anxiety.

Posted
Just now, fuggnificent said:

120 geodon

10 mg trazodone

it became too painful to take break. the breaks stopped causing mania. just intense irritability and anxiety.

Yeah thats the problem with bipolar, the fun highs don't come as often as observers might think. Its not just happy or sad like option A or B. 

Thats alot of Geodon, you really need that much?? You might be able to get away with a little less.

Posted
6 minutes ago, Phillies said:

Yeah thats the problem with bipolar, the fun highs don't come as often as observers might think. Its not just happy or sad like option A or B. 

Thats alot of Geodon, you really need that much?? You might be able to get away with a little less.

was taking 80. i dont remember why it was increased. i gotta start journaling these things.

Posted
Just now, fuggnificent said:

was taking 80. i dont remember why it was increased. i gotta start journaling these things.

You need to journal and mood chart. Doctors like to push dosages that are too high. I don't get intimidated by my doctors anymore.. well I fired my last doctors for some bull shit.

I mean if you are getting weight gain, sedation or akathisia from that drop the dose a bit. Or mental dulling, or whatever undesirable mental effects meds can cause... so you lower the dose a bit, worst that happens is you just up it again.

Posted
1 minute ago, Phillies said:

You need to journal and mood chart. Doctors like to push dosages that are too high. I don't get intimidated by my doctors anymore.. well I fired my last doctors for some bull shit.

I mean if you are getting weight gain, sedation or akathisia from that drop the dose a bit. Or mental dulling, or whatever undesirable mental effects meds can cause... so you lower the dose a bit, worst that happens is you just up it again.

ive had crazy weight gain but i also stopped working out daily cold turkey. it increased my appetite like crazy up until recently. the weight is beginning to come off slowly. 

i really dont want to mess with it because most of the time i feel great these days.

Posted
Just now, fuggnificent said:

ive had crazy weight gain but i also stopped working out daily cold turkey. it increased my appetite like crazy up until recently. the weight is beginning to come off slowly. 

i really dont want to mess with it because most of the time i feel great these days.

Oh ok. Yeah weight gain is a bitch. I gotta loose some myself. :(

Posted
2 minutes ago, fuggnificent said:

yah my plan is to start working out again when the days are longer and warmer.

Yeah until then I am gonna sit under the covers and eat poptarts:D

Posted
Just now, fuggnificent said:

hellz yeah!

the website for disability lists it

yeah but it still don't mean it will be easy. The judge who decides could always say no. In my area it takes minimum 2 years to even get a case reviewed. 

Posted
1 minute ago, Phillies said:

yeah but it still don't mean it will be easy. The judge who decides could always say no. In my area it takes minimum 2 years to even get a case reviewed. 

well i cant even apply because i work. at least you can try.

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i dont miss living with my dads mania

I dont miss my pills, I forget to take them and feel like im gunna vomit and my heart feels like its gunna explode

but i dont have mania and my pills only ever helped me sleep

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