honestly do you want to know the worst part?
I only like one guy.
just the one.
(the other three are one sided, but are all involved in the current relationship I'm in)
but he's busy 24/7 because he's out there making a name for himself. which is AMAZING, and I support him....
but if I am being honest with myself, I don't know if I'm getting enough.
and no, I don't mean sex or attention.
I mean of HIM. and he understands that... but at the same time nothing can change. nothing HAS changed.
but for some reason I can't bring myself to start the conversation with him.
I'm so annoyed with myself.