Zenigundam

Yeah I don't like the idea of calling references or previous employers. Just get to the interview I say.

Good idea. Do they actually call references? Because half of my references can't be reached.

I'm a kid. This world isn't being fair.

F---, I actually do need a job. Poker is so stressful, and I'm a neurotic mess right now and it's making me physically weak thinking about it all the time.

Why? I'm still young.

I understand people and they need me.

Generation Z beta

The Last Jedi :

That damaged my confidence and street cred for a while. =/

My girlfriend quest has stalled seriously and I've lost interest in trying for the moment because I can't think about anything but poker now that I'm up $600. I want to turn my PS4 on so badly, but my mind's racing and I'm fighting the impulses to log back onto Party Poker and sit down at a cash table. Being a winning player is as much about bankroll management as it is about skill, and I have to pick my spots wisely, so I'm only playing a tournament or two tonight, no more cash game tables, so that I can, at worst, be happy about being up a lot. It's rough... I'm so addicted... I wanna log in so badly.... Can't get my PS4 started.... Can't even crack open a beer... Addictions just own you, man. -_'

I'm up $600 now. It's stressful, but the alcohol helps calm me down.

They always do this to me. What's their deal? I'll move on, but I'm gonna confront her about this. <3

Why do they always try to humiliate me?

GAHRAHRHAEHAHAHAH!!H!!!!!(!!!!! > > > > > NOT WITHOUT GETTING A FEW LAST, CHOICE WORDS IN!!! >( >( >( >(

Since I asked her for her number on Saturday night. The anger sharks in my head are telling me she hooked up with some guy and has been having non-stop sex with him since Saturday night and that's why she hasn't logged back in and now she'll only log back in when he blows her off and then she'll come back all nervous like messaging me her number and I'll call her out on exactly what happened and she'll delete her OKC profile unable to exist on OKC with the guilt. <3

I want it to be the case that she loses her virginity toooooooooo. <3

Battle Rap Gundam

Poker's nice and all, but I need some more things to do. I'm done working real jobs. Those muthafckers won't even give me a shot to work a legit job, so fuck 'em! If I make enough dough through poker and battle rap, I'll show up at their offices all aggressive like cursing them out and getting up in their faces lol.

Playing pokkkkkkeeerrrrrr

Pooh's mad!!

I'm a beast at poker. No way I'll ever sit down at any sort of limit table!!!

Some place in Bergen County. It was the most boring sh-t ever, would not do it again. I'll make my own money and be ma own boss from now on!! YES!!! YES!!! Up even more $$!! The bills are getting paid, baby!! Woohoo!!

Hmmmmm... ... ... ... ;D

Gotta go to AC and cash out. I'm gonna keep working methodically and slowly building it up. When I went down to $15, I got bold and put myself at a table with big rollers who were making insane bets on every hand.