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Do any of you put yourselves through demanding certainty


death_by_motorboat

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hi cookie, Thanks for the reply.

 

This morning my mind has been racing for hours.

I have a haunting memory that should be engulfed

In passion and undying love, trust and hope,

but instead I have the culprit of everything wrong,

disgustingly unplanned, and selfishly divided

among animalistic, barbaric descendents of

Satan's scrote, licking their chops at me for another meal.

 

How are you?

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That things in the past are exactly how you

 

remember them happening?.... And if so, is

 

that because of the unfathomable number of

 

true kill 'em all type of enemies, trying to get

 

under your skin and turn you into a maniac

 

hell-bent to rearrange their faces?

The past was yesterday in my mind set.. if someone was hell bent on giving me poop.. they have been long forgotten.. wiped and i moved on

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That IS the ideal......

 

But some people wanted a war....

Well anyone from my past that comes close to the person/people you appear to be talking about.. one guy that wanted war with me is now dead.. not my my hand but died of a heart attack.. he was speeding at the time..karma is a good thing as i can now piss on his grave if i wished

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No, I don't trust myself with any ideas of the past. Most of the time I can't remember things that happened only minutes before the present.

Yesterday I took a shit and brought Bram Stoker's Dracula with me to read while I was shitting. I left it on the counter and found it hours later, knowing that others had since been in and now know I took Dracula with me for shitting.

That part doesn't necessarily bother me -- it was the initial horror of my failing memory at a such a young age that took me aback.

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