If you need a sign youve been on the internet too long. People dontwake up and can suddenly fit their whole fist in their ass. That takes a lot of hard work and dedication.
Find a cute guy like rogue. Who is both nice and cute. Hell pamper you then beat your breaks off. Might even call you the next day.
You too young and pretty to be like this. And it wont last forever. Better learn to enjoy it.