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Sometimes I become self aware doing mundane tasks


Drunkenwarrior

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Like washing clothes or cooking dinner. I never think much about it, just a bit of existential realization. 

Usually that's the case, other times i find myself switching off of autopilot at the most inopportune time, like tonight when I realized that I was in fact pouring pickle juice into ice trays because I thought it'd be a good idea.... All the flavor of pickels with none of the cucumbers. 

Thank you Mary Jane, you are my most inspirational  muse.... 

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15 hours ago, Drunkenwarrior said:

Like washing clothes or cooking dinner. I never think much about it, just a bit of existential realization. 

Usually that's the case, other times i find myself switching off of autopilot at the most inopportune time, like tonight when I realized that I was in fact pouring pickle juice into ice trays because I thought it'd be a good idea.... All the flavor of pickels with none of the cucumbers. 

Thank you Mary Jane, you are my most inspirational  muse.... 

That's deep, man. You trying to smoke a doob?

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7 minutes ago, Katya_Hiki said:

isnt psychosis great?

Actually I don't have that problem  to be honest. 

Sometimes bipolar can cause other anxiety-ridden states of various flavors. OCD can cause ruminations to propagate the feelings . 

A very stimulated depression for example kind of like a mixed state.  

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1 hour ago, Phillies said:

Actually I don't have that problem  to be honest. 

Sometimes bipolar can cause other anxiety-ridden states of various flavors. OCD can cause ruminations to propagate the feelings . 

A very stimulated depression for example kind of like a mixed state.  

Pretty sure I've got a few of those

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2 hours ago, Phillies said:

Actually I don't have that problem  to be honest. 

Sometimes bipolar can cause other anxiety-ridden states of various flavors. OCD can cause ruminations to propagate the feelings . 

A very stimulated depression for example kind of like a mixed state.  

disassociation is a hellova drug

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Just now, Phillies said:

Its spiritual enlightenment.

Just as long as its the manic version. 

None of that suicidal depression shit. 

Nah mania is you acting crazy and believing all your ideas while everyone around you is like bitch chill the fuck out as you take off all your clothes and believe youre the messiah 

or your black out mania where youre either angry as fuck and say stuff you dont remember or yeah the suicidal stuff

but not all disassociation is  mania , this is about disassociative disorders, where i cant remember having this conversation even though ive been told ive had it many many times, or when ive woken up in places and dont remember how i got there , Or where i come out of this unfeeling autopilot and then feel everything and have to calm the fuck down , or when I shut down after dropping a french fry because im extremely afraid and feel like someones about to punch me. it aint enlightment, its torture

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Just now, Katya_Hiki said:

Nah mania is you acting crazy and believing all your ideas while everyone around you is like bitch chill the fuck out as you take off all your clothes and believe youre the messiah 

or your black out mania where youre either angry as fuck and say stuff you dont remember or yeah the suicidal stuff

but not all disassociation is  mania , this is about disassociative disorders, where i cant remember having this conversation even though ive been told ive had it many many times, or when ive woken up in places and dont remember how i got there , Or where i come out of this unfeeling autopilot and then feel everything and have to calm the fuck down , or when I shut down after dropping a french fry because im extremely afraid and feel like someones about to punch me. it aint enlightment, its torture

what meds do you take?

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@Phillies actually its mostly for schizophrenia, its in the class of anti-psychotics however it can be used for bipolar or more chronic depression, or sleep disorders. i was pretty awesome for my sleep
however when it comes to my disorders theres really not a direct medical treatment, anti-depressants haven't worked for me, and neither have mood stabilizers, its like a 1 out of 10 it MIGHT do something. Lithium is more of the bipolar treatment

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