Naraku4656

thought about that but with a hotel it'd be about the same price

still though, 12 hour drive and flights are about $400. i don't know how this is going to work

for a little while anyway

we're going to do that later this week

considering we can only see each other once every few months if that is the main reason

if it was not going to work out, i would have wanted that to happen already. now it's too late for that

so have i but we're both skeptical

about what? wanting to make it work and using this as an outlet to vent? i doubt it

dude she's 12 hours away from me by car. it's not going to work

at least for now i guess. i still think distance is what is going to tear this whole thing apart.

shoveling and working all day. zzzzzzzzzzzz

i'm nowhere near that point yet and frankly i don't think i'd ever get to that point. mostly because i don't really see myself wanting to be married. too much hastle

i'm trying but it's hard man

NEVER

new phone, who dis?

that being said i have a feeling that i'll still be right in the end. and if, by some magical happenstance, i'm not right then shit's going to get really weird for a while

can you do mine for me

if this was going to be self fulfilling it would have stopped weeks ago when i predicted that we'd stop talking to each other after 3 or 4 days

great idea

i didn't meet her on tinder THAT'S WHAT WEIRDS ME OUT. i've known her for a while but we never really spoke all that often before. that's part of what weirds me out. at least with Tinder i know what to expect since i've had a few okcupid/tinder dates i've had pure irl dates too but not for a long ass time, pure irl is incredibly rare. pure irl + it going as well as it is has not happened before

that makes me feel a bit better. i just want to know when so i can go back to my normal life

i already know what's going to happen. it'll not work out for one reason or another probably within a few months. i'll get depressed for about 6-8 months or if this goes on for longer then closer to a year. and then i'll go back to my regular shitposting

i don't get this kind of stuff wrong, at least not with my own life

this whole thing will come crashing down soon, the not knowing when is what's bothering me

i highly doubt things are going to continue like this. just the fact that we've gotten this far is unprecedented