fuggnificent Posted February 21, 2018 Share Posted February 21, 2018 having a baby had an emergency c section they botched my anesthesia and it gave me a spinal headache...the headache was worse than labor. worst headache you can have i had it for 3 days before they figured out what was wrong. they tried to send me home like that but my mom stopped them. anesthesiologist had to go back into my spine with a blood patch but my back and neck bothered me for years after THEN backing up to the birth...the nurse DROPS my baby on the table saying "opps" and laughing. i never had a baby before and i know nothing abt newborns. so madison is only laying on ONE side of her body. i start crying that the nurse permanently damaged my kid and im convinced shell be deaf in one ear. doctor had to come in and tell me shes laying on the same side she did in the womb. so my mom doesnt drive...can only see outta one eye. but in order to leave the hospital, someone had to drive me. i had a c section..wasnt suppose to drive for weeks or go upstairs (of course i live on the 2nd floor..no elevator) so i say mom..you just gotta drive to the front of the hospital then into the parking lot...then ill drive...we do this and i drive myself to the pharmacy for my vicodin then home and walk up my flight of stairs hoping my guts dont fall out lol then i had post partum...but not in the i wanna harm my kid..just exhausted and sad. i bled for MONTHS and lost one of my favorite lovers cuz he was a pussy when it came to blood. breast fed which was painful af and hard af had to go to work after 6 weeks instead of 10 because i wasnt getting paid maybe im writing this to quell my baby fever lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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